this one. Couldn’t resist!
I hated my job before I started LD hiking. Now that I know and understand the wonder of it, the job I keep coming back to seems more depressing every time. I hear you say “Make a change, do something rewarding and stop moaning. You have a choice”
I do have a choice, you’re quite right. I have chosen to sacrifice my non hiknig life for my hiking life. I don’t think it’s such a good idea right now becasue I’m losing my mind through working to much. (I’m at work now!) The hiking experience, for me , is profound and inexplicable. The feeling of living in the moment, taking what comes and managing to smile, makes trail life something really worth doing. It is also a burden. However hard you try, it’s hard to slot back into a previous lifestyle, even if that lifestyle was rewarding and enjoyable before you left! I feel distant from my non-hiking friends and find it hard to explain my experiences without sounding condescending. They don’t understand what I’ve been through or why I’m doing it anyway. How do you sit down and tell a good friend “You don’t understand” without making them feel like your experinces dwarf there’s? I notice every single day, since all my hikes, that I’m doing the same thing…every day. A few minor changes of direction but pretty much the same stuff. That’s why I say the hiking experience can be a burden (maybe just to me?) having tasted that freedom can leave your lips dry post event. I guess it’s about trying to strike a balance, trying to connect with people on some kind of level. Not feeling isolated or distant because they haven’t, and likely never will, experience htat feeling of complete calm, focus and freedom.
I’m sure some will disagree. Please don’t be to harsh if you don’t. It’s just the way I feel about it all right now. Never the less, can’t wait to hit Springer in March! Merry christmas to all in the forums and I hope the New Year brings lots more of the thing we all love.
Ross
Ross