While in general I’m not afraid of the dark, there were a few times on the AT when I was camped alone I would hear noises and sit up and listen in my tent. I distinctly remember camping in VA @ Marble Spring when this happened, so I sat there and analzyed it. What kind of animal could this be? A squirrel (they can sound amazingly large amongst leaves), no biggie. A deer? You should hear footfalls…deer aren’t scary, so that’s ok. And then the “big one” - a bear. But even then…what is a black bear going to do to me? nothing, if anything just wants my food. Did I hang it? (to be honest, I can’t remember if I had that night), but most bears will run away from you. Once I broke it down to the possibilities and realized none of these options were going to get me, I got over that and slept.
I guess you need to think about what is it really you’re afraid of? There’s no doubt that darkness makes things feel creepier, but I bet that after being on the trail for a while (it might take you longer than others) you’ll be fine. Many people group up around the shelters in the beginning for this reason in a way, there are more out there afraid of camping along at night than you might think or may admit. That will get your comfort level up, I hope you can conquer this as you will find spending the night alone camped somewhere along the trail is about as sweet as it gets.
Ahhhhh…
Bluebearee